Friday, January 27, 2006
work coming to an end soon
an interesting 14 or so continous days
of trying to get pple to buy cartons of soft drinks
bottles
packet drinks
freebies
crapping around with other promoters
suaning one another
shifting drinks here and there
pushing trolley carts across roads, into lifts and into their homes and back to the supermarket ......luckily this only happened once......... it feels so weird to cross roads with motorists staring at u pushing a cart full of drinks......... not to mention the grinding sound of the trolley being pushed against concrete pavement
the good, the bad, the weird pple u meet
cny is just around the corner
so fast
the month flies by
i am free to pursue what i want again
i have been thinking
how much is enough
as in how much cash u earn will satisfy u
can satisfaction be measured in terms of material wealth?
maybe in one way yes
in other aspects no
its funni really the concept of time
when u are enjoying urself so much
time flies by
yet when u are in agony or in a state of
"everything goes the wrong way"
time ticks by painfully
chinese new year means
food
drinks
red packets
money
and
catching up with friends and relatives
till next time then
12:21:00 AM
random
Monday, January 23, 2006
hair feels flat
should not have cut
looks weird
i need sleep
eyes twitching
less than a week to cny
fast.....
time
crisis
show me the money
12:09:00 AM
purpose of working
Friday, January 20, 2006
sometimes i wonder why did i take up my temp job
for the money
or get some experience
i would hope that i would be both
acceptable pay and some experience
so far things have been alrite
with peak times in the nite
and relatively quiter afternoon
its just the working hours
1 to 10pm with dinner break around 5-6pm
rather early but still ok
but from tml onwards its 10am to 10 pm
until cny eve
not much of a social life until the end of jan comes
well other than hanging around with the other promoters
and chit chatting
hai ........
hopefully the paycheck will compensate for this 2 weeks of work
and time spent would not have been wasted
otherwise
major BUMMER!!!!!!!!!!
11:15:00 PM
work
Sunday, January 15, 2006
just finished the second day of work
drink promoting
kind of interesting job
one moment u can be free to the point of boredom
at other times its a hectic scramble to get the goods for customers
the staff at shop and save tell me to brace myself in the coming days
as it gets closer to cny
its going to get hectic
my fren was posted to carefour at suntec
as i guessed, busy busy busy
my stomach has to adjust to different eating hours
early dinner/ snacks
late nite supper
time seems to passing faster than ever......
my teacher told me in sec 3, time will fly by
and before you know it 4 years have passed and counting
the saying time and tide waits for no man is surely true
over the last week been playing ff8 before work started
concept of time compression
you cant change the past, but its nice to revisit the past and relive the moment
altering history can have devasting consequences?
butterfly effect?
12:22:00 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
choice
what u do now can affect u in the future?
i think so
highly possible
but have to factor in things like circumstances
its something like playing a role playing game, make certain choices and the plot plays out in one direction
if u alter ur choices when u are replaying the game, often new paths and a different storyline emerges
sounds like the matrix
take one pill and u end up in the real world
take the other one and u end up in another place
the past few days i made some choices........
i just hope i'm wont screw things up
keep my fingers crossed
step into the unknown
who knows what lies ahead
well.......... seeing the future can be nice
but what if u see things that alter ur life
or changing events in the world
which brings up the question
curiousity killed the cat
but also led to man discovering new inventions
double edged sword
9:10:00 PM
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not much luck with finding a job
waiting for them to call to see if they need me...........
this feeling of uncertainty
SUX this weird feeling since the new year started
walking down town the previous few days while job searching
seeing students in their uniforms
laughing
the companionship
memories
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ez link card being bled dry
adult fare sux big time
the rain makes things worse
take mrt from dhobby ghaut to somerset or orchard when i usually walk all the away
watched kong with ben and some of his associates
okay show
the beggining quite draggy
seldom watch 3 hour show
saw need for speed most wanted ps2 edition at tanglin mall.....ex man
still no black edtion which i badly want
all x box version only
kingdom hearts 2 jp version out
eng version coming out in march
mi wan mi wan
i wonder if memoirs of a geisha will be nice
hm one year ago....... just started j2 ......
i dun want to dwell too much on the past
painful
i need to find something meaninful
or something to achieve by the end of 2006
surviving ns will be one of those goals
getting reasonable A level grades would be ideal
oh Nat......im not really that depressed......
just that thinking of the past.....brings back bad memories
dun worry though
first intake is honeymoon
trouble only begins in the second intake
so party away for now!!
play all u can
make sure
u get a SATURATION OF FUN
otherwise.......... u will c what happens later......
12:46:00 AM
